Chik-Fil-Aed..................

Sometimes I feel like I am the momma hen and some of my friends are the little chicks. I know that is maybe a little arrogant to say but its just how I feel. With every season of change in my life and in the life of the Military Spouse also come the huge turn over of friends. Either they moved or went back home or they are no longer at you command and you fell like you are bugging them when there husbands are home! The reasons keep on coming ! I was ready for the moving and even for the Jello schedule that my husband has but I wasn't ready for the changing relationships. Shut the front door it's hard.

So like I was saying I am the momma hen..... Well I find that I rally events at my house and I host a lot and I help everyone in crisis but when I have a mini emergency I am all alone. It is irritating. I have consistently been the one who is there for my friends but some times I feel like I am surrounded by people and yet all alone. And another thing, I am here joining people together and I get jealous when they hang out with out me. I know right! How the heck do they think they can be friends -- I like invented them together and I am the one sitting at home alone. What is wrong with this picture. Oh well I am just having a bad friend day. I miss being apart of mature women who are all momma hens and we can switch back and forth the roles and I can just be a regular chick. I miss my old deployment friends. They were all older and had kids my age and were way supportive and were there for me when I needed them most. It hard to not compare the groups of people. Both have ups and both have downs. 

So I guess I am just saying I need to get out of the hen house. Its making me mad! I should count my blessing instead of crying over my mishaps. Its hard sometimes to see the light in the darkness but I will continue to search. Until then I will stay out of the chicken coupe and just focus on my little chick in my hen house Isaiah and what works best for us !